A New Beginning

On January 6, my life changed...


And every day, the change becomes more pronounced... Not in a bad way, but in a realization that I am really going to share my life with someone again.  Sharing my life with someone is something that I have wanted for more than 10 years, yet now that it is so close, I am fearful...


Can I do this?


How do I go from "me" to "we"?


What about our separate 'stuff'?  Does it all become "our" stuff?


Do I know how to be a wife?  Does he know how to be a husband?  And what exactly do those nouns mean?


Life is ever changing all around me.  Some days I feel in total control & on other days, I feel like I'm simply on for the ride!